Goodbye, Apathy

No, it's not just a One Republic song. This post is going to be quite serious in nature and will resume to "normal" content this weekend. I want to talk to you about my faith in Jesus Christ. As a Christian, I can no longer live in apathy. You see, I have been changed by the blood of Jesus. I am jumping out of my skin wanting to tell you all about my relationship with Jesus Christ because I want you all to experience what I am experiencing. And that is a feeling of PEACE, JOY, EXCITEMENT, WONDER, FEAR (IN A GOOD WAY), LOVE.

I'm wondering where God will take me next; I pray that God will lead my life according to His will. I pray that God will watch over my family; that He will help my family make wise choices and that they will feel His presence in their lives so that they cannot deny His presence because I want them to be in Heaven with me, more than anything, I want that and yet it's not in my control. So I pray.

I wonder where and when God will use me - use me, God, according to your will. Will it be to witness to coworkers? I wonder how because my reach is so small working from home. Will it be to step outside my comfort zone and be used in other places - a move, perhaps? That's scary to think about! While I haven't had that inclination from God, it certainly could be something He guides me to do. Could it be a job change? Again, scary to think about, but if it's His will, use me, Lord, according to your Will.

Use me, Lord. Guide me, Lord. Most of all, forgive me, Lord, for I have sinned, and will continue to sin. Thank you for loving me when I don't deserve it. Thank you for saving me when I don't deserve it.

If anyone has any question's about Jesus, prayer, salvation, or anything related to this post, please feel free to email me at sjhazen_75@yahoo.com or text me at 618.660.8226. I would love to talk with you and hopefully by the Grace of God, lead you to eternal salvation through Jesus Christ. Amen.